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09/30/09--22:57: Rubifen (chan 2073176)





My citalopram was fine on its own but when combined with this shit I feel sick pretty much constantly and can't sit comfortably because my stomach is sore. I've lost sleep the past few nights.
Fuck this medication.



10/01/09--18:33: Weeaboo crap -- Shipping Meme (chan 2073176)




SHIPPING MEME


SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE:
1. Matt x Mello    [Death Note]
2. Malik x Ryou    [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
3. Yami Marik x Yami Bakura [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
4. Gaara x Neji   [Naruto]
5. Axel x Demyx   [Kingdom Hearts]
6. Eliot x Reo   [Pandora Hearts]

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:
7. Light x L   [Death Note]
8. Axel x Roxas   [Kingdom Hearts]
9. Marluxia x Vexen   [Kingdom Hearts]

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED:
10. Mello x Near   [Death Note]
11. Yami Bakura x Ryou   [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
12. Seto x Jounouchi   [Yu-Gi-Oh!]

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:
13. Temari x Hinata   [Naruto]
14. Sai x Naruto   [Naruto]


1. Why do you disl


10/01/09--22:14: lame meme lol (chan 2073176)

Original: [link]looool did this to kill time... it's stupid and I accomplished nothing but I like the cats









10/04/09--14:54: lol@my mum (chan 2073176)





We were discussing the Rubifen over email and had the best conversation ever:



Her: I had a bit of a look at the medsafe thing - it says not to take it if anyone in our family suffers from Tourettes syndrome - I've often wondered that myself!  Re Bridget and Daddy of course!

Just joking!

Me: Oh FUCKSHITBLOODYHELLPOOS, if that's the case then I really shouldn't be taking it!

(her work email then refused to let her reply because I said naughty words)

Her: Hi darling I couldn't send you a message back because you had rude words in your one and our security system blocked it!  Naughty girl

Me: Your syst


10/06/09--18:21: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2073176)





feel like someone just punched me in the stomach and like I should go curl up and cry somewhere
blah.



10/07/09--12:49: hurting (chan 2073176)





blah blah blah. oh i know, let's whine on dA again, that is sure to solve all my problems.

It's really not anyone's fault, so please don't think it is. But even though I love my friends it's really hard for me to spend time with them... being out in public or with crowds just makes me so anxious and it hurts.
I kind of want to cancel my birthday party even though it's too late now, just because being around people seems to terrify me for some reason.
I have no clue what I will do when it's time to go back to school.
People just terrify me.
I don't want to be alone, but at the same time I can't stand to be around anyone... which makes


10/09/09--07:09: BARGFDGHFDG MANCHEST (chan 2073176)





:icondivveh: and I have awesome conversations

also thank you :iconmistressnightmare: and :iconbeware-of-pie: for talking to me on the phone today and making my birthday party not suck
ilu guys

but I kinda gotta sleep now

so night night dA.



10/15/09--00:34: <3 (chan 2073176)





I had a good day today. x)
My doggy is curled up beside me on the couch being very cute.

Mum took me out for dinner and we got some new pyjamas which was pretty awesome. I'm just chillin' at the moment. Feeling pretty good for once. :)



10/15/09--21:21: BAH (chan 2073176)





I require chocolate.
Lots of it.
grr.

I thiiiink I'm screwing things up but I don't even know if I'm screwing things up because I might not actually be screwing up the things I think I am screwing up and... augh I don't know lol.

In other news I'm happy because school is going well. I feel like I'm doing okay at working and stuff even though my medication is still messing with me. Seeing my psychiatrist next week to work out what to do with it and also to get sleeping pills.



10/16/09--13:45: durrrr. (chan 2073176)





Annabel is a dumbass plz.
It's very typical of me to get my hopes up like this and then have them squished again a little while later.
I'm just waiting to get my feelings hurt again; I don't think it will matter.



10/16/09--22:49: YGO: Ryou (chan 2073176)

Every now and then, he might hear something; a laugh, a fraction of a noise. He would look around for the source and realise there wasn’t one. It came and went, the Voice, like the sound of wi...









10/17/09--04:29: WTF (chan 2073176)





LIFE PLEASE STOP BEING SO WEIRD

WTF IS GOING ON, SRSLY.
SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME.

my brain = :iconexplodeplz:



10/17/09--23:24: Kitten! (chan 2073176)





Today is a good day. :heart:

We have just gotten a new kitten and she is very lovely and small and precious. :) She is sleeping on my chest at the moment and being very very cute.

This is her here:
http://i303.photobucket.com/albums/nn123/larkahncieling/IMG000143.jpg

I love my little kitty.
She doesn't have a name yet, though. Suggest one if you like, we don't know what to call her. xD



10/23/09--02:06: Bleh. (chan 2073176)





Heading off to Dunedin this weekend even though I kind of... don't really want to. :|

I didn't even know about it until today, but clearly nobody finds my opinion valid enough to tell me about these things. lol typical.

Meh.



10/26/09--23:37: Annabel is dumb. (chan 2073176)





I am not really sure what I feel at the moment.
GO SELF


oh well. :D
:heart:



10/30/09--01:55: grr. :C (chan 2073176)





Stop being in America. ;____;



11/02/09--21:19: dumb scribble lol (chan 2073176)

for ~divvehI'm a loser plz









11/10/09--22:33: THEEE HIIIILLS ARE ALLIIIIIIIVE~ (chan 2073176)




I just got cast as Maria.
As fucking Maria.
From The Sound of Music.
OMFG


in other less jubilant news, my laptop is permanently broken and has gone to laptop hell, taking with it all of my study notes TWO WEEKS BEFORE EXAMS YAY SO MUCH FUN


So on one note I am stoked and on the other I am very upset and on the other ilu Victoria :heart: and on the other I am hungry.
ct
Watched District 9 the other day and lol'd because it was awesome. Cat food = best controlled substance ever, unless you are a cat and then it is quite bad if cat food is a controlled substance. I do not think there are many cats in District 9. If there are I sup


11/15/09--22:34: life is boring (chan 2073176)





I have exams soon that I don't really feel like doing. In fact I feel rather lazy in general at the moment -- I can't be bothered doing anything. :D

I keep starting to type stuff up about my life and then I'm like "oh wait lol, nobody cares!" so then I stop. I guess this is just to let you know I'm alive, just that I'm generally on facebook rather than here particularly since the death of my laptop pretty much screwed my ability to do digital art. I have been doing traditional stuff but as nobody can see it this is inconsequential.

Anyway, I'm using my dad's laptop at the moment. As it turns out, my laptop may be able to be saved and


11/19/09--11:06: Exams (chan 2073176)





They are boring.
I have my maths exam today. Afterwards :iconmistressnightmare:, :iconbewareofpie: and I are going to Burger King to play a children's card game. I have about four cards I can actually understand in my deck and Hannah gave them to me so she'll see them coming from about five miles away. This should be amusing.

I AM EXCITED



11/20/09--20:43: Thoughts (chan 2073176)





Things have been funny lately. I only have two more exams to go which I am quite glad about -- they haven't been too bad and I'm looking forward to the holidays, though I will have that two day rehearsal with Miss Kerr to look forward to. heeg.

We've had a couple of scares with the dog and the kitten -- Pippi ran away earlier this weeks and we looked for her all around the streets and I ended up walking down my driveway home crying like a baby only to find out the neighbours had her. Earlier today the kitten got behind the garage and ran away, but she didn't go far. My dad did get upset though. He's still pretty shaken up about Sin being


11/23/09--00:25: Generic Journal Quiz! (chan 2073176)





Because everyone else is doing it! And these are funny. lol.

---

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

17. Am I lovable?

18. How long ha


11/23/09--02:10: Stolen Meme Thing (chan 2073176)





lol I stealed it from :icondivveh:.
i is mastur theef

---

1) How old do you wish you were?
I don't mind this age.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
Fucked if I know.

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Kick them. :|

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
Yeah, but I can be an asshole like anyone else.

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
Probably my lower back -- I've always wanted a tramp stamp! ;)

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
French because I think it's beautiful, or German because I've always wanted to be able to talk to my far-off relativ


11/30/09--00:46: Thingy I stole (chan 2073176)




Stolen from :iconze-pervy-kappa: and :iconollithia:, lol!


X BASICS x

Your real name: Annabel Morgan Keys.
Age: 16.
Height: 5'6"?
Natural hair colour: Dirty blonde/brown.
Eye colour: Brown.
Skin color: Pasty, lol.
Glasses/contacts: None.
Piercings: None!
Tattoos: None.
Braces: I had them, but not any more.
Mannerisms: Licking or biting my lips, twirling my tongue, making stupid facial expressions.
Other distinctive markings: ...no?


x FAVOURITE x

Colour: Blue, red, purple, white, black, grey
Band: The Dresden Dolls, Emilie Simon, Garbage, Radiohead
Video game: Kingdom Hearts I/CoM/II, Final Fantasy: Tactics Advance,


12/01/09--03:14: moooore timewasting (chan 2073176)





Exams fiiiiinally finished today. Oh, god, soooo glad about this. :|
Anyway, more timewasting because... I am dumb.

~~~~

- Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/bands (fannish etc.) that you've had/have an obsessive fannish love or interest in at some time in your life.
- Have your friendlist guess your favourite character/member from each item. (not more than 2 characters per guessing person)
- When someone guesses correctly, strikethrough the item and put the name of your favorite character next to it.
[For bonus points -- also guess my LEAST favourite. ;P]

1. Death Note - Favourite: Mello / Least Fa


12/09/09--02:44: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2073176)





Victoria and I have cute wee matching icons now. C:

:icongiant-squid-xx::icondivveh:

They love each other. I swear.

My Mandapanda has not been forgotten though, however as my new account is supposed to be SUPAR SECRET I cannot link you. Well I can. Just don't go on that account unless you want to read my terrible fanfiction. Not much up there at the moment anyway. :|

:iconlemonglove::iconmandalee:


I have been very lazy lately but I don't really mind. It is the holidays, after all.
Today, my dad very stupidly gave me and my sister his credit card and told us to buy groceries. Needless to say, very few "essential" groceries


12/10/09--23:44: I like stealing from my girlfriend (chan 2073176)





uh... yeah :D

Copy and paste the list and bold any that apply to you.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I wear glasses, so I MUST be smart.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to he


12/14/09--18:03: the chateau - EDIT! (chan 2073176)




BAD TV + 5 DOLLARS PER 30MINS INTERNET MAKES ANNABEL GO CRAZY

:|

So I'm spending my last minute of internet usage writing a RAGEY journal! We're staying in the Chateau at the moment and I am not enjoying myself even though we only checked in at 9pm last night and it is 11.33AM now.
There's a weird tech guy sitting next to me looking over my shoulder so I can't finish roleplay replies and a SCARY RED BAR at the bottom of the window showing how much internet I have left AHHHH IT JUST TOLD ME I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME NVM GTG

EDIT: FREEEEEEDOOOOOOOMMMMMMM
we have escaped to mum's boyfriend's place! Internet away!


01/04/10--20:41: moar weeaboo crap nobody cares about lol (chan 2073176)





I can't be bothered telling you about my holidays. if you want to know i guess you might ask?

---

Ten Favorite Characters of the Year:
10. Demyx (KH)
9. Ritsu (FB)
8. Eliot (PH)
7. Gaara (N)
6. Matt (DN)
5. Mello (DN)
4. Malik (YGO)
3. Yami Marik (YGO)
2. Yami Bakura (YGO)
1. Ryou (YGO)

Five Favorite Pairings of the Year (Canon or crack, romantic or not, doesn't matter):
5. Axel x Demyx (KH)
4. Gaara x Neji (N)
3. Matt x Mello (DN)
2. Psychoshipping (Yami Marik x Yami Bakura) (YGO)
1. Angstshipping (Malik x Ryou) (YGO)

Three Favorite TV shows of the Year:
3. 7 Days
2. Rove
1. Pulp Sport

Your favorite book re


01/09/10--15:53: dumb quiz I keep seeing on people's journals lol (chan 2073176)





AI LUV BANDWAGGUNS :B

Would you...
[ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[ ] Slap Me?
[ ] Slap me if i asked you to?
[ ] Kiss Me?
[ ] Let Me Kiss You?
[ ] Watch A Movie With Me?
[ ] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[ ] Take A Shower With Me?
[ ] Take Me Home For The Night?
[ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[ ] Take Me Anywhere With You
[ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[ ] Make me breakfast?
[ ] Tickle Me?
[ ] Let Me Tickle You?
[ ]


01/09/10--19:48: On Absences (chan 2073176)





Some of you (read: maybe Tori and Manda) may have noticed I'm not around as much.
Basically the situation is that I have no internets at my mummy's at the moment and haven't got a lot of choice in the matter. :| Basically I will be MIA until next Friday. Also I have no idea what my new phone number is.
Bye.



01/17/10--21:27: STUPID PRESENT FOR KOVU :D (chan 2073176)

early birthday present for my DARLING EVERYONE GO TELL HER SHE IS SEXY OH YEAH ANDBarbossa (c) KovuBARbara and Rodney were kind of conceived between us like fucked up bastard children.









01/18/10--19:55: short fuse (chan 2073176)





There is a very good chance that I do not want to talk to a lot of people right now. I do not currently need to be pissed off any further.

I do NOT want to be asked what is wrong. I am trying to forget about it because there is very little chance I will ever have closure for what's happened.

And no, I don't want sympathy either. Again I pretty much just want to be left alone and hope that this goes away. Because if it doesn't, I really have no idea what I'll do.



01/20/10--18:51: brb disappearing (chan 2073176)





So, as I've told some of you, on top of everything else, my dad's heart condition has just started to bug him again. Yay going back to the internet-and-cat-less land of my mum's apartment where I literally have nothing to do but sit around and watch TV all day because I haven't got a key and therefore cannot leave during the day to socialise. All the while wondering if my dad is actually okay or not and what the hell I am supposed to do if he's not.

I'M SO HAPPY
:icongunplz::iconimhappyplz::iconexitplz:



01/25/10--19:32: stress (chan 2073176)





My sister's parrot, Chiqeau, had a pretty close call today -- he had a metal ring hooked through under his beak which was attached to the cage still and when we came back from mum's to get our uniforms he had been trapped for gosh knew how long. So we rushed him to the vet who was fortunately able to cut it out and give us some antibiotics for him. But we don't know how long he was there. I just hope he wasn't stuck for too long -- he looks very tired and I'm afraid he may be starving.

Really, really don't want to go back to school. I so can't be bothered. Yeah, I'm lazy.
I don't know.



02/07/10--21:08: blah sick (chan 2073176)





I am sick and kind of grumpy and things so you probably won't want to talk to me at the moment, which is fair enough lol. Don't know wtf is wrong with me but oh well.

Chiqeau is feeling better.
Pan is going to the vet tomorrow to get spayed.
Tobias and Zoe are coming home(?) next week when we move into our new house.

I'm tired now. Going back to bed.



02/10/10--22:59: Jonsdose : Reference sheet (chan 2073176)

Reference sheet for Jon I made today while being sickly and lame. I don't think it's pink enough lolEDIT: just realised I fucked up the corset piercing. WTG ANNABEL









02/12/10--22:00: when i see you smile +for Tori (chan 2073176)

Baby there's nothing in this worldThat could ever doWhat a touch of your hand can doIt's like nothing that I ever knewAnd when the rain is fallingI don't feel it,'Cause you're here with me nowAnd o...









02/13/10--16:59: Valentine's Day (chan 2073176)





So, this time, last year, I was upset because someone had dumped me the day before Valentine's. Turns out she buggered off with some guy within the next 24 hours, but that's her problem.
But in June last year, I met a girl who changed my life.

Turns out we both liked each other for a while before we actually told each other in October. As it is, being with her has made me the happiest girl in the world, even if she does live in a different hemisphere. She's stuck through me in times where it sometimes felt like nobody else would and I couldn't be more grateful. I could go on and on about all she's done for me. I don't have half as many


03/02/10--19:12: lonely blue (chan 2073176)

An old character.His name is Paige.I would say "don't steal him" but I don't see why anybody would want to, lol.









03/24/10--23:49: infinity. (chan 2073176)





i have no reason to, but i feel awful.
leave me alone.



04/09/10--22:41: Millennia (chan 2073176)





OH HAI GUISE
IF YOU LIEK YUUGIOU

go roleplay it here or I'll cut your face. P:
http://millenia-rp.proboards.com/index.cgi



04/11/10--15:33: fuck (chan 2073176)




fuckfuckfuckfuck
super worried right now.
:'(


04/15/10--17:07: missing. (chan 2073176)





So, my dad hires a cleaning lady.
You can save your comments about how I shouldn't complain because I'm obviously rich and well-off because honestly, she is one of the most disturbed people I have ever met.

Here is her daily repertoire:

10AM. Come to house.
11AM. Open all windows to make it appear as if she is doing something.
12PM. Take all the sheets off the beds and do NOTHING with them.
12.30PM. Take everything off bedroom floors, including sheets, and shove them back onto the center of the bed in an unfolded pile.
1PM. Take all empty shampoo bottles out of shower. Fill with water. Put back in.
1.30PM. Yell at me and/or my s


04/29/10--02:01: huh. (chan 2073176)





Everything's alright; so why don't I feel better?

Things have been quite bad lately and I haven't been brave enough to talk to anyone about it except for Tori who I feel is being much too patient with me. I really wish more people would talk to me, since I'm not brave enough to start conversations at the moment. I just feel really lonely.

Also there's someone who's making me angry at the moment and I'm pretty sure if she reads this she'll know who she is. Why don't you come out and just say you don't like me rather than just ignoring me every time I talk to you? At least then I'll know to stop trying.
Thanks for letting me down. Agai


05/08/10--03:45: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2073176)





inclined to think the only reason i am alive is because of a promise i made to tori
inclined to hate myself because i feel like i can't keep that promise any more
and also because i am typing in lowercase - like every other scene kid on the internet
tee hee hee
only not really.


note to self: do not leave pills - and house keys - at mum's.



05/12/10--02:09: . (chan 2073176)




sorry guys.


06/02/10--04:25: apology. (chan 2073176)





Sorry for being so glum lately. I know I just need to get over myself -- I've got plenty "going for me" and everything -- but for some reason I just can't hope but feel useless.
I've been struggling with this for so long, and even though things are finally starting to look up, I can't seem to shake it.

I don't seem to use deviantART for much other than whining; my art and writing is sub-par so I'm usually not confident enough to post it up here. :/ Also lately I feel like I'm becoming something of a fandom-whore which I really don't like about myself. That said I've met some really amazing people through my fandoms so it's not like I'l


06/25/10--15:46: bored (chan 2073176)





Generic journal quiz ahoy!


RULE 1
You can only say "Guilty" or "Innocent".

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!


Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent.

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Guilty.

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent.

Ever told a lie?
Guilty.

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty.

Kissed a picture?
Guilty.

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty.

Held a snake?
Guilty.

Been suspended from school?
Innocent.

Worked at a fast food rest


07/02/10--18:31: A Wise Investment (chan 2073176)





Today, I cunningly purchased a 3-in-1 Disney DVD. I technically saved 30 dollars on it because even though it was $30, the DVDs with just one movie on them cost $20. That means I got three movies for $10 each, therefore saved $10 on all of them.

NEVER LET IT BE SAID THAT I DON'T KNOW A BARGAIN WHEN I SEE ONE.

Tarzan, Hercules and The Emperor's New Groove, here I come.



07/05/10--19:05: anxiety (chan 2073176)




prevents me from doing pretty much everything.

in other news i got two new computer games the other day. gonna go see if playing helps me relax.


07/12/10--03:03: YGO + Freezing You (chan 2073176)

BLAH BLAH BLAH MOVED TO SCRAPS









04/27/11--04:50: dijfdsijfdsifdf; (chan 2073176)




Basically I don't really do much any more
like at all

I miss everyone.


09/22/11--18:57: I'll make you cough it up. (chan 2073176)

Angel Starr from Ace Attorney for my awesome friend on tumblr!I finally have a tablet! So you should be seeing more of this sort of thing in the future. c:copied the pose from an underwear model lo...









09/22/11--19:00: Ellyyyyy (chan 2073176)

elliot nightray from pandora hearts aka. my child who i love with all my heartThis was the first thing I drew with my NEW TABLET!!!1!! I love it so much. 8)but of course, I have my priorities strai...









09/25/11--03:47: the gayest tea party ever (chan 2073176)

Meaning happy.Lief and Dain from Deltora Quest, partially a present to Nukenai who is adorabibble and talks to me about stupid fandom stuff.Dain doesn't like his job any more.only really meant to b...









09/26/11--08:38: an ol is fine too (chan 2073176)

that hilarious moment when you realise that this is technically an interspecies pairing. Lief you kinky bastard with your boyfriend who can turn into ANY PERSON... OR ANIMAL... OR INANIMATE OBJECTn...









10/17/11--20:11: Lily the Funeral Pony (chan 2073176)

Yeah I have a MLP OC, fight me lol. I know they\'re mainstream as hell by this point but I\'ve actually had Lily for a few years now and I thought it was about time I redesigned her (because I\'m a...









11/19/11--03:13: i accidentally the deltoran economy (chan 2073176)

soooo my girlfriend and i rp this deltora quest au where lots of stuff happens and Dain becomes "queen"
I just wanted to draw him in his queen clothes. I used Sharn's outfit from the flashbacks as a reference but there are a few minor changes, I guess.
some fuckups here, yup, but whatever
Queen Dain is imperious and bitchy and will subtly fuck up Deltoran politics behind King Lief's back
...and then they will kiss each other

why am i allowed to be in this fandom, seriously?









12/28/11--04:50: dancing through fandoms (chan 2073176)




laughing at everyone

i'm not sorry.