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09/29/09--04:39: angstshipping scribblies (chan 2073176)

scribblythings.how do i failed anatomy.









09/30/09--03:55: angstwall #1394542697 (chan 2073176)





I always mean to talk to people I feel like I need to patch things up with
but for some reason it never works.
Most of the time it feels as if people don't want to talk to me
as if I'm not worth their time
or on their radar at all.
In the holidays, nobody from school ever seems to contact me to do anything
I guess I'm just annoying?
I spent some time with some friends from CNZ today who were really good to me
and people who barely knew me were very kind.
But towards the end of the outing, I felt very drained
people were hemming me in
and I was really afraid of everything.
It's obvious that I'm a person who needs a lot of time to


09/30/09--03:55: angstwall #1394542697 (chan 2073176)





I always mean to talk to people I feel like I need to patch things up with
but for some reason it never works.
Most of the time it feels as if people don't want to talk to me
as if I'm not worth their time
or on their radar at all.
In the holidays, nobody from school ever seems to contact me to do anything
I guess I'm just annoying?
I spent some time with some friends from CNZ today who were really good to me
and people who barely knew me were very kind.
But towards the end of the outing, I felt very drained
people were hemming me in
and I was really afraid of everything.
It's obvious that I'm a person who needs a lot of time to


09/30/09--04:20: fursona id (chan 2073176)

fursona.yes.i have one.it's a fennec fox with artistic liberties (read: shoddy unoriginal design just like everyone else's).idk.









09/30/09--22:57: Rubifen (chan 2073176)





My citalopram was fine on its own but when combined with this shit I feel sick pretty much constantly and can't sit comfortably because my stomach is sore. I've lost sleep the past few nights.
Fuck this medication.



09/30/09--22:57: Rubifen (chan 2073176)





My citalopram was fine on its own but when combined with this shit I feel sick pretty much constantly and can't sit comfortably because my stomach is sore. I've lost sleep the past few nights.
Fuck this medication.



10/01/09--18:33: Weeaboo crap -- Shipping Meme (chan 2073176)




SHIPPING MEME


SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE:
1. Matt x Mello    [Death Note]
2. Malik x Ryou    [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
3. Yami Marik x Yami Bakura [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
4. Gaara x Neji   [Naruto]
5. Axel x Demyx   [Kingdom Hearts]
6. Eliot x Reo   [Pandora Hearts]

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:
7. Light x L   [Death Note]
8. Axel x Roxas   [Kingdom Hearts]
9. Marluxia x Vexen   [Kingdom Hearts]

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED:
10. Mello x Near   [Death Note]
11. Yami Bakura x Ryou   [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
12. Seto x Jounouchi   [Yu-Gi-Oh!]

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:
13. Temari x Hinata   [Naruto]
14. Sai x Naruto   [Naruto]


1. Why do you disl


10/01/09--18:33: Weeaboo crap -- Shipping Meme (chan 2073176)




SHIPPING MEME


SIX PAIRINGS I LIKE:
1. Matt x Mello    [Death Note]
2. Malik x Ryou    [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
3. Yami Marik x Yami Bakura [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
4. Gaara x Neji   [Naruto]
5. Axel x Demyx   [Kingdom Hearts]
6. Eliot x Reo   [Pandora Hearts]

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED:
7. Light x L   [Death Note]
8. Axel x Roxas   [Kingdom Hearts]
9. Marluxia x Vexen   [Kingdom Hearts]

THREE SHIPS I'VE NEVER LIKED:
10. Mello x Near   [Death Note]
11. Yami Bakura x Ryou   [Yu-Gi-Oh!]
12. Seto x Jounouchi   [Yu-Gi-Oh!]

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PIQUED MY INTEREST:
13. Temari x Hinata   [Naruto]
14. Sai x Naruto   [Naruto]


1. Why do you disl


10/01/09--22:14: lame meme lol (chan 2073176)

Original: [link]looool did this to kill time... it's stupid and I accomplished nothing but I like the cats









10/03/09--17:23: YGO meme lol (chan 2073176)

Did this just for fun. xB Original by =Bayleef-.Done at like 2AM LOL. you can see how I got tired of drawing closer to the end and ran out of decent jokes.It also took FUCKING AGES to upload so I'm...









10/04/09--14:54: lol@my mum (chan 2073176)





We were discussing the Rubifen over email and had the best conversation ever:



Her: I had a bit of a look at the medsafe thing - it says not to take it if anyone in our family suffers from Tourettes syndrome - I've often wondered that myself!  Re Bridget and Daddy of course!

Just joking!

Me: Oh FUCKSHITBLOODYHELLPOOS, if that's the case then I really shouldn't be taking it!

(her work email then refused to let her reply because I said naughty words)

Her: Hi darling I couldn't send you a message back because you had rude words in your one and our security system blocked it!  Naughty girl

Me: Your syst


10/04/09--14:54: lol@my mum (chan 2073176)





We were discussing the Rubifen over email and had the best conversation ever:



Her: I had a bit of a look at the medsafe thing - it says not to take it if anyone in our family suffers from Tourettes syndrome - I've often wondered that myself!  Re Bridget and Daddy of course!

Just joking!

Me: Oh FUCKSHITBLOODYHELLPOOS, if that's the case then I really shouldn't be taking it!

(her work email then refused to let her reply because I said naughty words)

Her: Hi darling I couldn't send you a message back because you had rude words in your one and our security system blocked it!  Naughty girl

Me: Your syst


10/06/09--18:21: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2073176)





feel like someone just punched me in the stomach and like I should go curl up and cry somewhere
blah.



10/06/09--18:21: Devious Journal Entry (chan 2073176)





feel like someone just punched me in the stomach and like I should go curl up and cry somewhere
blah.



10/07/09--12:49: hurting (chan 2073176)





blah blah blah. oh i know, let's whine on dA again, that is sure to solve all my problems.

It's really not anyone's fault, so please don't think it is. But even though I love my friends it's really hard for me to spend time with them... being out in public or with crowds just makes me so anxious and it hurts.
I kind of want to cancel my birthday party even though it's too late now, just because being around people seems to terrify me for some reason.
I have no clue what I will do when it's time to go back to school.
People just terrify me.
I don't want to be alone, but at the same time I can't stand to be around anyone... which makes


10/07/09--12:49: hurting (chan 2073176)





blah blah blah. oh i know, let's whine on dA again, that is sure to solve all my problems.

It's really not anyone's fault, so please don't think it is. But even though I love my friends it's really hard for me to spend time with them... being out in public or with crowds just makes me so anxious and it hurts.
I kind of want to cancel my birthday party even though it's too late now, just because being around people seems to terrify me for some reason.
I have no clue what I will do when it's time to go back to school.
People just terrify me.
I don't want to be alone, but at the same time I can't stand to be around anyone... which makes


10/09/09--07:09: BARGFDGHFDG MANCHEST (chan 2073176)





:icondivveh: and I have awesome conversations

also thank you :iconmistressnightmare: and :iconbeware-of-pie: for talking to me on the phone today and making my birthday party not suck
ilu guys

but I kinda gotta sleep now

so night night dA.



10/09/09--07:09: BARGFDGHFDG MANCHEST (chan 2073176)





:icondivveh: and I have awesome conversations

also thank you :iconmistressnightmare: and :iconbeware-of-pie: for talking to me on the phone today and making my birthday party not suck
ilu guys

but I kinda gotta sleep now

so night night dA.



10/15/09--00:34: <3 (chan 2073176)





I had a good day today. x)
My doggy is curled up beside me on the couch being very cute.

Mum took me out for dinner and we got some new pyjamas which was pretty awesome. I'm just chillin' at the moment. Feeling pretty good for once. :)



10/15/09--00:34: <3 (chan 2073176)





I had a good day today. x)
My doggy is curled up beside me on the couch being very cute.

Mum took me out for dinner and we got some new pyjamas which was pretty awesome. I'm just chillin' at the moment. Feeling pretty good for once. :)